Sterile

Written by: Mark

January 3rd, 2010

Sometimes its easy to see the tree and lose sight of the forest.  “Without oxen a stable stays clean,” the proverb begins.  Just think of the owner of the stable – if he’s lazy, he might find himself relieved to see that his daily work of cleaning up after the ox is no longer necessary.  If he’s short-sighted, maybe he’s more interested in a clean barn than in a harvest.

“But a strong ox is needed for a large harvest.”  (Proverbs 14:4)

How many cars are washed and detailed but never driven?  How many homes are spotless but everyone living there is miserable?  How many McMansions with pools and “entertainment rooms” have gates surrounding them to keep their guests out?

Now, how many small huts are filled with hospitable hearts that give everything they have to the stranger that needs a place to stay?  How many clunker cars are what get a day laborer to his job each morning to help him feed his family?

The word “sterile” comes to mind when I read this proverb.  The double meaning of sterile is at once “free of dirt and germs” and “fruitless.”  What is the purpose of YOU?  What stables in your life are empty and clean, yet sterile and fruitless?  What would it feel like to get those areas dirty for the sake of truly fulfilling their purpose?

This is a great time of year to re-examine your life’s purpose – and to get focused once again on the harvest.  Don’t lose sight of the purpose of the things you have.  Don’t lose sight of your own purpose.  Make sure there are no “sterile stables” in your life.  Yes, try to keep your stables clean, but do it so your ox is happy, and so your harvest is that much greater.  This makes your life messy – you’ll say things like, “my life was so much simpler without the headache of working in this field.”  But when the harvest comes, you’ll be glad you got a little dirty.

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What Happened at Yesterday’s Gathering

Written by: Mark

September 13th, 2009

Yesterday Katrina and I went to the Rogers Park house church that has been meeting for the last few months at Charmer’s Cafe coffee house, a funky little corner shop that holds down one of the corners of the artsy community on Chicago’s far north side.

One of the guys that normally meets with us was already there.  He was reading Richard Foster’s The Challenge of the Disciplined Life, one of my favorite books I’ve never read.  In fact, I may decide not to read it until I find a copy of the book under its old title, Money, Sex and Power. Much better title don’t you think?  Our friend is on his way to pursuing Christ and the Christian life after years of slowly neglecting God.  Only a few weeks ago, he had begun to read Simply Christian by N.T. Wright.  I’m super thankful and excited for the spiritual progress he’s made, and for the tangible changes I can see in his life.  It’s another proof of Christ’s power.  He, like all of us, are trying to discover how to follow Jesus in Chicago, 2009.

Anyway, we got our drinks and sat down together outside under a canopy and enjoyed the sunshine.  We chatted and caught up on life, then we dove into our text for the week.  Each week we’ll read through a section of Scripture, usually two or three times, then we’ll have another person try to retell the story in his or her own words.  Afterwords, we’ll focus on listening to God, trying to discern what we’ll do in response to what we’ve read and discussed.  Learning to incorporate obedience to God and his Word is an essential value of our house church network.

So we read Luke 4: 18-30 this week.  The passage describes Jesus, after returning from his desert experience, is seated in the synagogue in his home town.  As part of the gathering, he stands up and reads from Isaiah 61:

“The Spirit of the Lord is on me,

because he has anointed me

to preach good news to the poor.

He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners

and recovery of sight for the blind,

to release the oppressed,

to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.”

Right at about this point in the text,  an overweight man with stained clothes and greasy hair approaches us and asks us if he can have some money to get something to eat.  I’ve learned that this is a fairly common thing in Chicago, and I’ve come to a place where I make as few contingency plans regarding helping or not helping beggars  as I can.  It keeps me listening to the Spirit.  We all stopped reading and focused on him.  His speech was slurred and hard to understand.  We took up a collection to get him some food inside the coffee shop and invited him to sit down with us for the rest of our gathering.

The rest of the story takes Jesus from a place of great favor with the crowds to almost being thrown off the cliff.

We each went around the circle and mentioned what stood out to us in the passage.  Each of us had something meaningful and insightful to add to the discussion.  One of the things that stood out for me was the turning point; when Jesus made it clear that the passage in Isaiah and the focus of Jesus’ ministry was not focused on rescuing the Jews from their oppressors, but rather in pursuit of being a light to the world.

But it was Chris who turned the conversation sideways.  He didn’t wax eloquent on the meaning of the Scripture, or divulge deep secrets, he simply said how thankful he was for being able to eat today, and how he planned to give one of his blankets to someone else who needed one – like Jesus would.  He smiled and squinted his eyes into the sun, with veggie hummus on the corner of his lips.  With nothing more to say, I was stunned at how softened my heart was to Chris, a mentally handicapped homeless man who seemed to have the simplest and yet most tangible, obedient response to the love of Christ.  I found myself as part of the angry crowd that dismissed Christ’s pursuit of the poor and the oppressed as being something related to me, a Gentile.  Certainly with my skills, wit, training, heritage and more I am the focus of Christ’s mission.  But then someone like Chris shows up – with a gentle spirit and a willing heart, and turns my paradigm and self-centered spirituality upside down.

With Chris sitting right there, we talked openly about how God saw it fit to introduce us to Chris, a homeless, poor man, who is exactly the person Isaiah writes about and Christ proclaims Good News to.

As I left the gathering, I concluded: If we want to hear the Good News of Christ, we have to listen to Chris.

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Debt and Taxes

Written by: Mark

March 9th, 2009

Two things in life are sure – Debt and Taxes.

We just paid filed our tax return, which required writing a HUGE check over to Uncle Sam (we’re self-employed).  And we did this after spending the evening late last night watching Maxed Out, a movie about the nation’s debt and credit crisis.  This movie came out in 2006, before all the mumbo jumbo hit the fan with the real estate market (in fact, the opening scene is showing mansions in Las Vegas.)  The main focus was on “predatory lenders,” who sell easy credit to the poor and vulnerable.

It just cooks me that there are whole industries out there that design systems to keep people in slavery for their whole lives.  Truly.  Many spend their whole lives living paycheck to paycheck, and the blood is being squeezed out of their onion by the pond scum over at the debt collections offices.  The only thing that frees them is death.

My friend recently said that he’s financially a conservative but socially a liberal.  I know how he feels.  I hate paying the taxes, but I love helping out the needy.  And believe me, I hate seeing the rich get richer and the poor getting poorer.  God hates it too.

Some who are poor pretend to be rich;  others who are rich pretend to be poor.  – Proverbs 13:7 (Both by living on credit cards!)

The smooth tricks of scoundrels are evil.  They plot crooked schemes.They lie to convict the poor,  even when the cause of the poor is just.  – Isaiah 32:7

For they oppressed the poor and left them destitute.  They foreclosed on their homes.  – Job 20:19

I guess I’m just looking for someone who can be an advocate for the poor in our world today.  A friend of mine here in Chicago slept on the train last night.  He had been kicked out of his house because of gentrification.  He and I have been working on getting him long term shelter, and our house church has been helping him out in the meantime.  But like Martin Luther King, we begin to say:

One day we must come to see that the whole Jericho
road must be transformed so that men and women
will not be constantly beaten and robbed as they make
their journey on life’s highway. True compassion is
more than flinging a coin to a beggar; it is not haphazard
and superficial. It comes to see that an edifice which
produces beggars needs restructuring. A true revolution
of values will soon look uneasily on the glaring
contrast of poverty and wealth.

Where is the poor’s stimulus package?  I believe it is the Church.  Not money, not government services.  For the poor they receive a family. Instead of a bureaucrat they get a Savior.  Talk about a bailout!

Each house church can take on one homeless.  Each can take on one child that would have been lost to prostitution or abortion.  If there is a community waiting to invest in the lives of the marginalized and voiceless, then we have the power to beat back debt and taxes…just as Christ beat back Death itself.

Owe nothing to anyone—except for your obligation to love one another. If you love your neighbor, you will fulfill the requirements of God’s law.  – Romans 13:8

I’M READY to be debt free.  Kat and I are fighting for that every day.  We’re not wasting one penny we receive from God.  We’re putting our money where our faith is.  We’re passing on the gifts we’ve been given to the needy, because we know it is out of an abundance of love that we truly live free – free from the debts of credit cards and school loans yes, but more importantly – giving in love breaks us free from the debt of greed and pride that works like plaque in our hearts.

Are you with me!?!

I’M DEBT FREEEEEEE!!!!! (Braveheart’s theme proudly plays)

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