Greenhouse

Written by: Mark

October 18th, 2009

Been a maddeningly busy week, and even crazier this weekend.  Been doing some training on an upcoming project that could prove to be really exciting…we’ll see how it pans out.

Today Katrina and I met up with leaders from others from house church networks all over the region.  We met very close to O’Hare and chatted about the upcoming Greenhouse Conference with Neil Cole and others.  This is a weekend intensive conference that brings in some great speakers from around the country to share some of their insights into the wild, emerging conversation of viral discipleship and organic church planting.  Its the perfect conference whether you just want to learn about it all from a 30,000ft perspective or you’re ready to dive in head first, OR you’ve been at it for years and need help with the complex issues of leadership and networking.

Wanna learn more about the event?  Check out our new starter website for all organic networks in Chicago.  If you are in a network or know of another one, please contact me and we’ll get ya added!  Want to attend the Greenhouse Conference?  Soon we’ll have a Registration site – but for now you can check all the details for it here. If ya just can’t wait – click “contact us” on my blog’s side bar.

My hope is to get a few more posts up this week – I’ve been missing you blog!

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What Happened at Yesterday’s Gathering

Written by: Mark

September 13th, 2009

Yesterday Katrina and I went to the Rogers Park house church that has been meeting for the last few months at Charmer’s Cafe coffee house, a funky little corner shop that holds down one of the corners of the artsy community on Chicago’s far north side.

One of the guys that normally meets with us was already there.  He was reading Richard Foster’s The Challenge of the Disciplined Life, one of my favorite books I’ve never read.  In fact, I may decide not to read it until I find a copy of the book under its old title, Money, Sex and Power. Much better title don’t you think?  Our friend is on his way to pursuing Christ and the Christian life after years of slowly neglecting God.  Only a few weeks ago, he had begun to read Simply Christian by N.T. Wright.  I’m super thankful and excited for the spiritual progress he’s made, and for the tangible changes I can see in his life.  It’s another proof of Christ’s power.  He, like all of us, are trying to discover how to follow Jesus in Chicago, 2009.

Anyway, we got our drinks and sat down together outside under a canopy and enjoyed the sunshine.  We chatted and caught up on life, then we dove into our text for the week.  Each week we’ll read through a section of Scripture, usually two or three times, then we’ll have another person try to retell the story in his or her own words.  Afterwords, we’ll focus on listening to God, trying to discern what we’ll do in response to what we’ve read and discussed.  Learning to incorporate obedience to God and his Word is an essential value of our house church network.

So we read Luke 4: 18-30 this week.  The passage describes Jesus, after returning from his desert experience, is seated in the synagogue in his home town.  As part of the gathering, he stands up and reads from Isaiah 61:

“The Spirit of the Lord is on me,

because he has anointed me

to preach good news to the poor.

He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners

and recovery of sight for the blind,

to release the oppressed,

to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.”

Right at about this point in the text,  an overweight man with stained clothes and greasy hair approaches us and asks us if he can have some money to get something to eat.  I’ve learned that this is a fairly common thing in Chicago, and I’ve come to a place where I make as few contingency plans regarding helping or not helping beggars  as I can.  It keeps me listening to the Spirit.  We all stopped reading and focused on him.  His speech was slurred and hard to understand.  We took up a collection to get him some food inside the coffee shop and invited him to sit down with us for the rest of our gathering.

The rest of the story takes Jesus from a place of great favor with the crowds to almost being thrown off the cliff.

We each went around the circle and mentioned what stood out to us in the passage.  Each of us had something meaningful and insightful to add to the discussion.  One of the things that stood out for me was the turning point; when Jesus made it clear that the passage in Isaiah and the focus of Jesus’ ministry was not focused on rescuing the Jews from their oppressors, but rather in pursuit of being a light to the world.

But it was Chris who turned the conversation sideways.  He didn’t wax eloquent on the meaning of the Scripture, or divulge deep secrets, he simply said how thankful he was for being able to eat today, and how he planned to give one of his blankets to someone else who needed one – like Jesus would.  He smiled and squinted his eyes into the sun, with veggie hummus on the corner of his lips.  With nothing more to say, I was stunned at how softened my heart was to Chris, a mentally handicapped homeless man who seemed to have the simplest and yet most tangible, obedient response to the love of Christ.  I found myself as part of the angry crowd that dismissed Christ’s pursuit of the poor and the oppressed as being something related to me, a Gentile.  Certainly with my skills, wit, training, heritage and more I am the focus of Christ’s mission.  But then someone like Chris shows up – with a gentle spirit and a willing heart, and turns my paradigm and self-centered spirituality upside down.

With Chris sitting right there, we talked openly about how God saw it fit to introduce us to Chris, a homeless, poor man, who is exactly the person Isaiah writes about and Christ proclaims Good News to.

As I left the gathering, I concluded: If we want to hear the Good News of Christ, we have to listen to Chris.

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Relentless Attention to What Truly Matters

Written by: Mark

July 31st, 2009

DSC08879smWe’re beginning to sink into our new surroundings here in West Town.  After two weeks of out of sync craziness (one week of nesting, one week of guests and an amazing retreat that we’ll have to unpack at a later date) I am seeking intentionality in patterns that lead to life.

There is lots to pay attention to right now: email is backed up, projects are stacked high, new neighbors to get to know, deadlines for events are on the horizon…but the most important thing to focus on is sometimes the thing that does NOT cry for our immediate attention.  Sometimes the choice to seek sanity leads me to questions like, “How did I get to where I am now?  Who told me that these things I am so hurried with are the essential works to focus on today?  Is God at the origin of these tasks that surround me?”

This past weekend was one to remind me what a relentless taskmaster I am of myself.  No one holds higher expectations of my work than I do.  As I re-enter the “sandbox” of the city, I re-approach it with the desire for “relentless attention to hearts…God’s, my own, and others.”

The heart is the ultimate motivating factor.  Our minds may recognize the need to stop a harmful habit (smoking, over eating, workaholism, etc) but the heart is the wanter and chooser that drives us.  More often than not, “The mind justifies what the heart has chosen,” (Author Unknown). No amount of self-will can reason a person out of something the heart desires.

Listening relentlessly to God’s heart offers me freedom from my own destructive vices.  For me, its helping me pare down the projects to only what he’s calling me to, and reminding me that the only measure that matters is God’s measure.  My measure is skewed – I’ve been lied to too much.  I must learn to rely on God’s measure of me, and work alongside him in the greatest project in history – living in heaven, right here on earth.

God’s heart, my heart, the heart of my wife and others in my spiritual community quickly become muffled in the midst of my skewed pursuit of self-affirmation.  My deepest desire is to pursue a loving relationship with God who already affirms me as his beloved Son.  Suddenly, in the midst of the craziness, hearts are the center of my attention.

May there be a relentless attention in your day to what matters – what truly matters.

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